January 2010
Watching real world DC. I don’t understand how guys get mad when the girl does something wrong (like flirting, cheating). But when he’s out of line he wants her to get over it… are u serious? Are u telling me that u don’t have the capability of controlling your self from temptation? But u expect me to have a handle on that at all times? This is why I’m single, no...
onto the next one...
So I dropped the celebacy bomb on this guy I am (later I’ll be saying “was”) talking to… and I’m secretly following the 3-month-rule… and I doubt we’ll be talking by the end of the night. Sorry I’m more than fuck-buddy material, what can I say. Id rather have my dignity then let u get what u want then u fuck me over in the end. That was a lesson...
Had to catch myself
There’s these shoes that I’m dying to have, from Beverly Feldman… they’re 109.95 w/ my emp disc. They’re 76.??. So basically 77. God knows I can’t afford them, I need books, and school supplies… plus… I’m bankrupted… which explains why I’m not doing my clothing line right now. :-[ anyhow. Had to catch myself because I was slowly...
“The prettiest ppl, do the ugliest things/ On they road to riches, and diamond...”
– Kanye West.
“When I recollect how it use to be like David and Goliath
Kinda like me and the...”
– Kid Cudi
lol
findingmyfairytale:
If some of these so called “popular” bloggers on tumblr had a “keep riding my dick” option they wouldn’t need a sex life on account of all the free dick riding they get now.
I love Lady Gaga’s play on words too, especially in ‘Bad Romance’ that song is sick… I’m playing it now.
Dear Lupe Fiasco,
Your a fucking Genius!! But of course, no one pays attention to us nerds… Lupe’s play on words will give ppl headaches trying to understand what he’s saying but once you figure it out its like “OH!” Lupe, u make me love hip hop and what it should be… atleast half the time, not just 20% of the time.
“You should know, not for the faint of heart/ this world understand no cower”
– Kid Cudi
J.D. Salinger Dies @ 91!! :'-(
He’s the author of my fave book “Catcher in the Rye” Didn’t I just post about that book, not too long ago? Yea, I did!! The link about him says “a life lived in self-imposed isolation” I don’t blame him for isolating himself… sometimes this world drives me mad and the best way to keep my sanity (or what’s left of it) is by staying to myself....
Dear Liar
If you wanna go and spread rumors that I’m dirty and that I have std’s lol ….lolllllllllllll go ahead. Idc. My friends are my friends. They won’t believe you. ‘You need more people.’
FML
This is a great way to start off the school year… big whoop.
“No one should go broke because they chose to go to college”
– PRESIDENT, Barack Obama AMEN!!
Strange Borough
I must say… Bk comes off as strange to me sometimes… lol interestingly strange… more so the ppl in it. But anything is strange and different compared to boring ass bronx… The Bronx is meant for Old ppl, ain’t shit interesting over here…
Ugh!!!
Ppl piss me off so much, I just feel like cutting everyone (as far as certain guys, that aren’t a neccessity to my life) off!
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Lupe Fiasco, Kid Cudi, Kanye (on a good day) West, N.E.R.D. I just redownloaded Lupe’s “The Cool” Kid Cudi’s “The Man on the Moon” and Lady Gaga’s “The Fame” I’m happy now.
Catcher in the Rye
I’m guessing that’s one of my all time fave books because like the main character (who’s name I can’t remember) is an escapist. Like me he chooses to run from reality… just like lil girls growing up thinking its still possible to be a princess some day… maybe someday I’ll grow up, face reality, and realize… there are no such thing as...
Just ran into my old classmate from oswego, Courtney!! And had this huge convo about how small the world is and how we all know each other. And we talked about Roaming Panda and there Yummy Gummy rings and me and my new found passion for a start accessories line and how times are too hard right now to start a clothing line. And the good old oswego times and who we all know each other one way or...
Its weird not talking to you anymore… but its something I have to do… since you don’t care enough to give a simple ‘hello’… continue to ignore me… help me get over you faster… thanks :-D
Gunshots
Just heard 6 or 7 gunshots 15-20mins ago… and I heard a scream… where r the fuckin police when u need them? I think someone really got shot… those shots sounded so close… I can’t sleep. I once had a dream my mom was murdered by a robber from the fire escape (which is in her room). I was afraid to sleep for days after that… its only 3am I’m sure someone...
Dating 101 #2
Unless asked to talk about them, don’t bring up ur ex, constantly. It’ll look like your not over them. It will make ppl want to run from you, or just not take you seriously.
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“Ho, ho, ho/ under the mistletoe/ yes everybody knows/ we will take off our...”
– who else can make a song about getting oral as a christmas gift, none other than miss GAGA herself.
I think you should know...
…sometimes u make me so nervous it sounds like I’m lying… even though I’m not…
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23 going on 24....
findingmyfairytale:
Tonight through facebook I find out an old friend of mine who I sang on the church choir with when we were little is engaged and preggo and she’s only 21. I felt away, yea I was happy for her, but I also felt a tinge of something else. jealous much, maybe? It seems like every girl I went to school with or grew up with has started their family or about to start. I look at it...
Not another one...
Another one of my friends is having a baby… and she’s so young… 20 or 21 or 20 turning 21… and she ran off to live with her boyfriend and then they moved, and now she’s having a baby… and I just met her last summer… whoa… well I just hope she’s really happy. And that he’s really a great man. Best Wishes to you Nikka.
You even be on aim… and see a bad away message… and think it’s about you? or you see a good one… and think that can’t possibly be about you? Or wish it was about you. Times that like make me wish I didn’t have aim no more… Bestie #1 is getting rid of her aim. I will consider the same because no one really talks to me on aim. And I used to stay on for the...
“Watch your heart when we’re together/ boys like you love me forever”
– Lady Gaga I don’t know what it is but no matter how I try to ignore the young ones… they get me everytime. I’m 22, but I attract guys between the ages of 18-21. I’m trying to stop being childish, I figured if I just grew up, then I’d start attracting 22-26 yr olds. But...
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Dating 101
If you’re still sensitive and emotional from what the last guy did/didn’t do. Then maybe a relationship is something you should hold off on seeking right now. Date for fun, not out of desperation to replace the void you now have. Me? I think I’m ready.
@rsnyshaq happy birthday.
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Off to work… Had an interesting night. Despite missing the performance and @rsnyshaq bday celebration (HAPPY BIRTHDAY Shaq) But yea had an interesting night… hmm.
DM's Message of the Day:
Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. A woman came from a man’s ribs not his from feet to be stepped on, Not from his head to be superior but from his side to be his equal. Under his arm to be protected and next his heart to be loved! -DM
And So My Journey Begins...
Flyconic.com is temporarily out of commission… until further notice… I’m changing my twitter name. And I changed my screen name. All business ventures, or collab proposals… must wait. I believe that by taking this break, I’ll come back bigger, stronger, better. So for now, I won’t be designing for anyone (but me). I think I’m going to change my number too....
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“I try to think of myself as a sacrife Just to show the kids, they ain’t...”
– Kid Cudi “Haters shake my hand, but I keep the sanitizer on deck” -Kid Cudi to my life cudi on the moon
Dear lady, lookin over my shoulder...
Mind ya blasted business… thanks ;-D
Due to some events, of no ones fault but my own...
I can’t follow my dreams right now. It hurts, but I have to let my dreams go. I have a lot of growing up to do. I’m 22, turning 23 and I’m just in a bad time in my life, right now. I’m going to spend this year growing up… I can’t continue to live this way… I’m on a path to failure… and I need to get myself on the right track. On the track to...
Omg @ Haiti
A 6.8 Earthquake hit haiti AGAIN about an hour ago… :’-( which worries the shit outta me because not only are my friends being affected but… I heard about another earthquake hitting the cayman islands… (probably a rumor cuz the news didn’t talk about it) which isn’t far from Jamaica and I heard of tremors in Jamaica… my dad is in Jamaica… ::heart...
Sway part 2
I’m at sway… Monday # 2
Over it? Time will tell...
For so long I had been sprung on a particular person… I’m sure ya know who. Took a break from him… and like most would, after going A-wall, I missed him for a minute. The feeling was mutual… but I think we both realized, its better to let it go. (I won’t lie, I tried to work it out with him again. He once again said he don’t want anything serious, that was the...
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Can’t read my, can’t ready my, no he can’t read me pokerface…
MLK Day
Guess who’s workin… One the 2 train, this guy is blowing mine… you see me sittin here… MOVE YA FUCKIN ARM SO I CAN TYPE. DAMN… ppl can be so rude unneccessarily. He must want me to say somethin… but its ok I moved.
